A little off

[rowyn]

I've been feeling out of it all week. I think it's just something psychosomatic and there's nothing wrong with me, but I promised myself I'd take today off anyway if I wasn't feeling all right. I ought to give myself a break every once in a while.

Just the same, I talked myself into going to work today, promising that I'd go home after I wrapped up my work, rather than hanging around scrounging for something else to do and reading manuals. Today's been a little busier than usual, and I may talk myself out of going home early at all. Honestly, somedays I wonder what's wrong with me. In more ways than one.

Right now I feel sort of pleasantly dazed. A little warm, a little light-headed, a little tired, not really hurting or uncomfortable, just ... out of focus. Blurry around the edges. That's me. Trying to learn something new in this state of mind probably won't work real well, but I guess I can try it if it comes to that. Or, gee, I could go home early. Why do I think that's such a crime? I guess because I don't think there's anything really wrong with me.

And once I get home, I'll -- what? Go to bed? No, I'll probably write. I have a scene in progress for Silver Scales, and I worked out how to end it this morning, so that probably won't take too long. I need to plan a new scene for Prophecy. No idea what I'm going to do for that. But I'd better come up with something. Not much time left in the week and I need another 1000 words done. Mirari tomorrow night, flying out Friday evening to see kagetsume and sophrani. I am so looking forward to that. It'll be great to see them again, and great to have a break from home. I'm just sorry brennabat won't be there this time. (Hi, Brenna! :) But it'll be fun anyway.

Lunch's up. I suppose I should get back to what passes for me doing work.

Comments

[gen.livejournal.com]

I had an off period in January where I was feeling glum for no particular reason as well, although eventually whatever was causing it finally went away. Hopefully your vacation this weekend will help pull you out of it. Play some DDR while you're there!

[tuftears.livejournal.com]

It's post-campaign depression disorder. Take two logs and call me in the morning.

('gryn)

Hi, Rowyn! :)

[brennabat.livejournal.com]

Poor you! All tired and too much of a busy bee to relax. But at least you'll get to see Kagetsume and Sophrani soon. Rub Nekara's tummy for me! But, you know, I do think you're just saying "hi" to get me to finally post something. *grin*

Oh and check out the cool spinny-bat! Thanks Greywolf!

Re: Hi, Rowyn! :)

[rowyn]

Wow! And a comment from you, too! My cup runneth over. The bat is adorable; just like you. :)

I'll be sure to pet the kitties for you.

Hi, Rowyn! :)

[brennabat.livejournal.com]

Awww. *smile* And don't forget Fyiara likes to hug your arm and they both love the laser pointer! I'm sorry I can't be there to see them pant again. Seeing a cat pant is just silly.

And see look what you've done. I've posted again. This is just terrible. *grin*

Re: Hi, Rowyn! :)

[rowyn]

See? It's not so bad. Why, soon you'll be posting entries of your very own. :)

[minor-architect.livejournal.com]

It will be great to see you again, too! I would have posted another "Rowan's coming! Wheeeee! *thunk!*" entry, but since I've already done that twice, it must be getting a bit old and stale by now. ;-)

[rowyn]

Like I'd complain. :)

[kagetsume.livejournal.com]

Hm. If you're feeling out of it, you won't be much challenge in the 'grab the check' game. Heheheheh.

-- Kagetsume

[rowyn]

And you would be one to take advantage of me in my moment of weakness! Curses!

[kagetsume.livejournal.com]

But of course!

[rowyn]

*cries*

Re:

[kagetsume.livejournal.com]

Heheheheh

[level-head.livejournal.com]

Ouch; I am late to the game, it seems.

You have my earnest hopes for a rapid recovery of a full head of steam and a full appreciation of life. Best wishes, my friend.

===|==============/ Level Head

[rowyn]

Ouch; I am late to the game, it seems.

You're on the wrong post for it, too -- the game would be this one. :)

As for me, I have a three-day weekend pending and a mini-vacation, to boot. It's Friday, I have just seven hours left to work through ... I think I shall manage somehow. I'm feeling pretty good, just at the moment. :)