Prayer

[rowyn]

I am not a Christian, though I believe in Christ as my Savior. tahkhleet calls it "the religion of What You Were Going to Do Anyway". Some days that bothers me, and other days I accept it, my weak watered-down kind-of faith.

I believe in Him because He believes in me.

This isn't what I wanted to say, but I feel the need for disclaimers every time I want to write about G-d.

This is what I wanted to say:

In the wee hours of the night, when no one else could comfort me, I turned to G-d.

And He was there for me.

I need to remember that. It doesn't matter that my faith is weak and watered-down, or that I'm not a Christian, or that I don't even accept major tenets of the Bible much less try to live by them. Or that I don't deserve it.

He is, and was, and will be, there for me anyway.